What to do when complications occur (3 January 2018)

I had life changing complications during a hysterectomy from which I will never recover.  I never asked questions because I was too traumatised and trying to concentrate on staying alive.  I regret that decision and fell now I can never have closure as I am now out of time for answers.  Just seems very unfair, like a double wounding - the Initial physical wounds caused by the surgery coupled with the psychological damage of no answers.